Friday, April 28, 2006

To move, or not to move.........

Well it's been over a week since the split and things are still going pretty good. We've actually managed to have mature conversations that didn't end with the words fuck you. For me this is a permanent thing, but to him I believe he thinks we're just taking a break. Nope, it's not a break. We're not getting back together, and this in essence is a wonderful thing.

Many of you have asked if I will be going back to Florida and to be honest, I'm not sure. I have been entertaining the idea and I'd have a job and place to live, but I don't know yet. I do miss it more and more each day, but I moved up here for Ethan to be around family. My mom, stepdad and sisters have helped me to instill the family values that I want Ethan to have. Now I know what you guys are thinking. You're saying, "April, I thought you moved to Virginia to marry a dumb redneck with a family straight from the How To Be an Ignorant Redneck Handbook?" However, as crazy as this may sound, those were not my intentions. Kinda funny how that all took place, huh?

So anyway, I had this awesome dream last night. I went to the airport to pick someone up. I don't know who the guy was, but I did in my dream. He was tall and gorgeous, with beautiful brown eyes that made me blush when he looked at me. Immediately we hugged when I found him (airports are big) then we drove around and went to this house, which was not familiar to me either. When we got to the house, I slipped into some sexy lingerie, and it was on. All inhibitions were gone, and the freaky sex goddess in me was unleashed AND he filmed me. YEAH BABY!! I was a porn star in my dreams. I kinda liked it too...........

That is all. Hope you're having a wonderful day!!

Deep Throat of the Day: Why can't some of my good dreams happen in real life??

23 comments:

Grant said...

There's nothing as freeing as escaping from a bad relationship short of being released from prison (not that I would know). I'm glad you're doing well. Hang in there.

NWJR said...

My eyes are BLUE, not brown.

I can't believe you don't remember...how could you miss a detail like that?

;-)

Debbie said...

Nice dream. I'm glad you're getting on well.

Sassy One said...

That's what I need...some porn where the man is decent looking and not some pencil dick mofo.

fyrchk said...

Was it Dulles or National airport?

anthony said...

i think you should split and head back to florida you have spoken about it here many times and i think it would help in your new "fresh" start.
i also need to know does the ex know about this blogger?

The Soviet said...

can i see the videotape?

schmims said...

Make them happen. I can't even remember mine.

212designs said...

oh any of it,..
just pick anything there! lol

Randi said...

Family can always visit Florida if your heart is there... right?

Miss Sassy said...

Your getting your sass back I see... amazing what loosing 180lbs (or however big yours was) of redneck can do, huh??

I vote for whatever you feel is the right thing - weigh the ups and downs of both sides, sleep on it, and whatever sounds like what you need to do in the morning is the way to go - family will understand either way.

nicole said...

Okay yeah. If I didn't think you sounded "free" before then you DEFINITELY do now!!!! Go April!

Kira said...

Family's great to have around your kids, but you can make it fine without family about you guys. I don't have any of my family up here at all. Ken is the closest at four and a half hours away via car. It's all about what will make you happy and feel at peace. Wherever THAT is, that's where you need to be. Happy mommies make good mommies. Frustrated and upset mommies aren't nearly so good, even if they do have family right next door. Only you can figure out what's best, though! Good luck dear!

mikey said...

Dude, WTF? I space for a week or so, and you up and leave your husband?

Is there anything else I missed?

Is your name really "May," and not April? Or how about June?

D.T. said...

It's good that you want to install family values within your son, but really...when your family life isnt working in Virgina, how can your son appriciate family?

I've recently learned that sometimes it's not the family you're born into that you love...sometimes it's the one you make for yourself. So I say...go to Flordia where you and your son can make a family for yourself.

And who knows...maybe on your way down, you'll run into that mystery man...

Sherri said...

Dream translation: Now that you've taken out the trash, you're ready for nothin' but the best from the next guy. It's a good sign, it shows that you know you deserve it. And it'll happen when the time is right. Have fun and enjoy being single and if you have to get naked, well.....Somebody has to do it!!!

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Anonymous said...

Imagine yourself building a beautiful home in the middle of nowhere with a person you can't see yourself spending the rest of your life with any longer. What's a hot guy like me going to do?

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Keropok said...

You rock! I love your dream!!!